EXPRESS MYSELF OUT

Ytd 11th dec we (Sx, Zc and ME) went for the JYP Audition.. basiclly it's from the Alpha Entertainment.. actually i'm also not very sure about all those na.. Just went there for some fun also right.. :D So basically, i'm here to COMPLAIN.. so it start like this, hmmm let me start from LONG STORY ba.. we went there at around 7.35am plus i guess, if i'm not wrong, than waited wan waited till around 10.30am plus, but while waiting, we chat alot and joke around and lots of nonsenses also na.. hahax, than i was thinking that like, are we the noisy there, cus most of the other contestant are like listening to their music and practicing.. while three of us are talking "non' stop.. cus i was just WAY TOO BORED already can.. As i'm participating for modeling while Sx and Zc are gonna SING.. actually aku also wanna sing, but bad news is i'm freaking SICK, NO VOICE ( My voice totally CHANGE) (sound like JustinBieber when he is at that period of breaking his voice, but that for sure than his voice is much more WAY MORE better than my voice alright) and i'm even having high FEVER, but i still went for the audition.. As i did went to see the doc the previous day which is also on 10th dec na.. My temperature was like 38.1 like that na.. but SEE i still went for the audition.. they sure feel very proud can.. a FREAKING SICK person still crawl our out bed and "forcing" herself to go for the audition..they should felt touch too can..
And NOW COMPLAINING TIME..
Like each time round 10 person will enter the audition room, than when it's our turn, we went in and was asked to be seated down.. while waiting for the previous 10 person to finish their singing and dancing na.. so which also mean that we can see the 10 person who went in before us perform na.. *alright i know it sound abit confusing but that it na, VERY HARD TO EXPLAIN, cus this is not that main point* and know what, when we are seated, the first time i do i look at all the judges marh, than when one of the female judges just came into the room also, she looked at me with that WTF look na, than i was like *WHAT* *thinking inside my self than WTH did i do, than why she gave me that kind of WTF look* *too pretty liao isit* (hahax, so not shy de ne) LOL.. just URGHH wtf na.* than slowly those 10 person take turn to perform their act.. singing, dancing and MC *news reporter* too.. And some did sing till NOT THAT BAD *but just not that GREAT also na* some just Errrr ok, for dancing, i notice one of the guy, he seem to forget some of his dance moves than he's like so STUCK na, than he like so call keep repeating the same move na, *guess i can dance better than err hmm na* Maybe SERIOUSLY NERVOUS ba.. AND I DID release that, those JUDGES are not looking at the contestant at all time na, some are looking down at the paper, some are playing with the pen, and even using their Iphone too, while the contestant are performing /Singing na.. LIKE SERIOUSLY, so DISRESPECTFUL can.. Like contestant are performing, the judges SHOULD look at the contestant and rate them de marh, but those judges are like so HACKING nor.. doing their own stuff, using their phone and ETC disrespectful ways while contestant are performing their act/sing to them.. LIKE SO WTF that all.. i'm like so PISSED over this can.. UGRHHH.. than when our batch de 10 person are told to moved and stand in one line and take turn to perform, sx was the first one, so she sing not bad.. alright than it's my turn, than i was told them *here for modeling* ( as most of the contestant are there to sing / dance or act de na, but mostly SINGING) so when i said modeling, than i start my *catwalk* than pose pose pose, and seriously i dunno where to walk to na, cus the distance is like FUCKING short only can.. than i was like walk straight, than turn left, turn right, and walk back again, like SERIOUSLY damn confusing, dunno where to walk to, but i just did *catwalk* and Pose pose pose all the way na.. till they say THANK YOU , that it.. One of the Judges will say thank you, than contestant got to stop the perform and walk back to the place where they were standing nor.. But seriously all they say is just THANK YOU that all, and more worse is not even looking at the contestant na.. like so SERIOUSLY FUCKING DISRESPECT can.. SERIOUSLY i'm freaking mad over this , bare with me la right.. and i do know that this post was seriously VERY CONFUSING also na.. More info MSN, tweet or FB me personally to ask yeah.. :D hehex
Alright done complaining.. But anyway the result is still not out yet, but guess our-self already know that we will not be chosen already na, so just hack care about it that all, as we are also not shortlisted so no more hope le nor.. Me and ZC are PISSED with them and we already hack care of whether we are been chosen not, cus we already DONT WANN CARE, as got such DISRESPECT judges so we care so much for what... really, my impression for them is like getting more WORSE can.. HATE THEM TO MAX na... no wonder i dislike Korean so much.. no offense to those crazy insane KPOP fans alright..
So after the sucking audition, we FINALLY went to have our lunch, i CAPS FINALLY cus i was just way too hungry already can, i did keep complaining to zc and sx than I'M HUNGRY I'M HUNGRY , just keep repeating to them than i'm freaking hungry na.. hahax.. so we went to jack's place to have lunch, i order that steak, and i asked for medium rare, but know what, they serve me like those *totally rare* de steak nor.. like so NOT MEDIUM rare can.. but at that moment, i was just way too hungry and tired, so lazy to complain to them also na.. and i did finish the whole *so called raw steak* TOO HUNGRY already can..

AND ya BTW 11th Dec is our beloved ZC @actorcong 18th BIRTHDAY.. like Woo FINALLY he's 18 la right.. haahx.. so here wishing the *future* Actor cong a VERY lovely 18 birthday.. but NAH NAH, changing, wishing him a WILD and crazy 18th birthday.. guy marh, than reach 18yrs old, can officially go clubbing liao, so WILD and crazy 18 for him.. AND ytd i forgot to give him birthday hugs, nvm nvm, NEXT TIME yeah.. Muwahahha but got to make sure that he dosen't run away than can, if not i very paiseh de na.. hahahx..

LOL but just again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him na.. like waited for so long, than FINALLY dec than he FINALLY 18 yrs old liao.. hahahx. LAO LE NOR.. *sad case sad case* :D..
alright, done for today blog.. bye human.. :D

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