Tuesday, April 12, 2011

CHIONG AH !!!!!!!!!!!

Well well well.. i'm here again.. Well today is the second day of work, hmmm everything is still going smoothly.. Btw i was fucking late on the first day or work na, later for exactly two hours, so end up i took cab down and start work at 11 am, but need to reach by 9am de.. today late again, but late 5 min na, better than first day right.. lol..
Office Job is like SO NOT ME can.. WEIRD !!!!! But a job is better than nothing la right.. Thanks sis for the job intro.. And it's like from 9am to 6 pm na..
9AM ne, COME ON, 9AM !!!! So know what every now days de weekdays i need to get my ass off to bed at around latest 1am, if not i'll DIE / SUFFER.. but today abit special na, i sleep at 12am .. hahah.. sleeping earlier and earlier nor, So not me right.. no choice marh, need to be awake at 7am every morning than cant afford to be late AGAIN !!!!!!
previously when i'm not working, i slept at 6 am or 7am plus de na, now latest 1 am need to get my ass off to bed already.. Need to chiong for WORK WORK WORK marh.. NEED MONEY man, more and more depts na, sianx !!!!!!
Second day of work today still not bad nor, doing the same stuff still.. hope after i finish those filing and etc, than they give me another job will be easy also, HOPE i can handle that's it..
Alright, shall pei my tumblr awhile than off to bed liao.. work already, than got lesser time to pei my tumblr le na, than each day lose followers le nor.. SAD !!!!!!

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Hmmmm, not much to complain le na.. go pei tubmlr and tweet liao.. will be back soon.. (HOPEFULLY).. haha
XOXO
(Btw i love ending my last sentence with XOXO ne.. haha, don;t know why..)
Alright Bye, XOXO J.L

"I'm on the right track baby i was born this way" - Born This Way = Lady Gaga

Saturday, April 02, 2011

MISSES ?

Well hello dear blog, i'm back for a visit again, it's like months i didn't came back for some blogging / complain and etc already right.. any reader miss me, lol, guess not.. Well this few months, i'm still the same as usual, sleep at the morning and awake at night, (But today DIFFERENT right, awake at 9am or might be earlier, cus is slept at around 1 am ytd marh, HAHA) Than no school for me to study already, CCK and Bishan ITE seem like they don't want me nor, hais.. FML, well than now i got to find a job, maybe work as full timer already ba, since i'm not studying already, So if any Reader have any job recommend, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me, i desperately need a job and need of $$$$$ ba-bling !!!! Tell me by writing onto that "chatbox" alright.. Thanks in advance so much.. ( hope got reader first, LOL)
Btw the reason i've not been blogging so long, because EVERYTIME i'll complain and SPAM tweet, yep that right, twitter !!!!!, Now twitter seem so much like my BOYFRIEND nor, every night before i turn in to bed, i'll tweet *Nights XOXO* than when i'm awake i'll Tweet *Morning* and ETC, every single shit i'm doing i'll tweet and SPAMMMMM, Yeah i'm a spammer, complain and complain non stop, than when ever i'm feeling down i'll tweet also, if not, i'll go onto tumblr and reblog and spam every shit i found and i love, so all this month, thanks to Twitter and Tumblr be by my side, because seriously this few months, i had LOTS of fucking shit happening, to them, ruin my life.. after that case, i'm being look as a bitch or dress like a slut and ETC !!!! , no one will know what happen and no one will even bother to care or etc, most of them will just say i too free, than think to much, the problem is they don't even know a single shit can.. UGRHHH, speaking of that i'm so PISSED CAN !!!!
Lots of things is happening na, i really need a listening ear and someone who can help me out, but NON of the soul out there are even ------, than no one will know and understand how i feel nor.. HAIS !!!! what a life i have na, FML seriously.. I know i'm keep avoiding all those shit thing, so the way i avoid is keep going party and party and party, ladies night, club club club, BUT every time just wont get drunk, why is it so hard for me to get drunk !!!, WHY... drunk liao than can forget everything at that moment marh, but nvm, cant get drunk, so i just keep dancing nor...
yep, now my life is just partying, spam tweet in twitter and keep reblog in tumblr than sleep , awake than continue partying.. what a life right.. hais.. avoid is the only thing i know i can do, i need someone to help me out, but i guess it's hopeless anyway, hais.. Who the fuck care also la right.. UGrhhh, shall stop this topic liao, if not keep thinking and typing i scared i might tears out... HAIS !!!!.. ok, than hmmm, i'll try my best to best at least once a week or more ofter alright.. blogger i do miss you...XOXO

"Hit me with the words you got and knock me down, Baby, I don't care" - Loser Like Me = Glee Cast